Beautiful Chaos!: When life throws you lemons....do what again?

Moment of truth...

if you saw your problems in a pile with everyone elses you would probably grab yours back.
all that really matters is that you loved
growing old beats the alternative--dying young
your kids get only one childhood.
forgive
frame every so called disaster with these words "in 5 years will this matter?"
no one is in charge of your happiness except you.
get rid of anything that isnt beautiful, useful or brings you joy.
Dont compare your life to others, you have no idea what their journey is all about.
its ok to let your kids see you cry.
Make peace with your past so it doesn't screw up the present.
Your job won't take care of you when you are sick; but your family will, keep in touch!
Just keep taking that next small step.
Life isn't fair, but it's still good!

Monday, November 9, 2009

When life throws you lemons....do what again?

Ok, so here I am, a stay at home mom, and happy as can be doing it. I always planned on going back to work, but not until Kennedi starts school. So my opportunity came 3 years early. What do I do now? I have a chance to start a job (one that i would only think I could dream of without an education) but the opportunity is now and I have to admit, I am a bit torn. I know my kids would be fine without me, I know that I would enjoy the social aspect of a job away from home, I also know that the holidays are coming and a little extra would be great right now. It is a part time job, and fairly flexable, which is wonderful and I think it has the possibility of growing into a full time job later...awesome. I guess in all reality the choice is made...I just need to accept that I don't get to be home with the kids all day and I really need to find someone who will babysit...UGH. Anyone have any suggestions?

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AshleyNovember 9, 2009 at 9:00 PM
Good luck lady! Your a great mom whether your at home or at work. I've always heard it's quality not quantity.
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Some of my simple pleasures....

My garden
flowers-not cut flowers, real live ones, especially in my yard where they are growing and beautiful
making lists...honestly i do enjoy making lists, even grocery lists or things I need to get done...I know its dumb!
Backyardigans
smelly-good candles really do make me happy
photography. I love it, all of it!
cooking-yeah not really the usual breakfast, lunch, dinner routine, but I do enjoy cooking in general!
Good Book
writing, it doesn't much matter what, even just a journal or a few lines of thoughts here or there, i just enjoy watching ink and paper turning into thoughts.
a nice hot cup of coffee
a pretty sunset on fall evenings
bottle calves...(i know dumb, but they make me smile!)

Every day I am on here I am going to list a simple thing that made me smile. Enjoy!

April. 16 - yeah its been a long time...ive had sick kids and been super stressed. Anyhow, today we decided to go visit my friend who has 2 girls about my kids ages. I told carter that he was going to play with his friend, and that I was going to visit my friend. He responded, Mom, she isn't your friend, she is just thier mom!
Feb. 22 - Its been a while so I have a couple...This weekend we went to Laramie for a Wrestling tournament, we stayed in a hotel and the kids were asking about the size of the beds. Brock asked if they were Kings, and I said no, they are 2 queen beds. Brock says "Oh, So it goes King, Queen and the ones like mine at home are Jacks?" Ha ha ha, nope, its a twin, but I sure did laugh! ~Second one is after getting home, Kennedi and Carter stayed with Nancy and Kenny over the weekend. We got Carter some soccer shoes while we were in Cheyenne and when we got there to show him he was so excited and explained to us how the orange Puma (they are Puma brand shoes) on the bottom is there so that it can help him go super fast and kick the ball really hard. So cute.
Feb. 13 - Today Carter found an empty box. He played with it a while and it changed from a bus to a boat to a house and so on. Finallly after playing in it silently for a while I asked him what it was...his response..."mom, its a box"